Solving The Puzzle

It took eight years for me to get a diagnosis.  Eight years of wondering and worrying, speculating and self-diagnosing.  From my early twenties, to my dramatic collapse at 32, I knew there was something medically wrong.  I had started to walk slower, swim slower, run slower than my peers.  Despite moving at half their speed, … More Solving The Puzzle

Becoming A Gamer

A game of Monopoly was an adrenaline fuelled activity in my family.  With our competitive natures and argumentative streaks, it was never a polite quiet game.  My brother would steal money from the bank every time we looked the other way.  My sister would cause outrage by going in to cahoots with another player, letting … More Becoming A Gamer

Writing It Down

I’ve never managed to keep a diary.  I’ve owned many, started many, hidden many around my room.  As a youngster, I’d begin each new year with a fresh diary and great intentions to complete it.  The first few entries would be in my neatest handwriting with a sharpened pencil.  But after a few days, the pencil … More Writing It Down

Braving the Underground

Riding the London underground is a rite of passage.  My first trip was aged seventeen, with my fellow country-bumpkin school friends, on our inaugural adult-less adventure to the capital.  The tube was dramatic, dark and eerie.  We nervously stood staring at the map on the tunnel wall, trying to decipher the squiggle of lines.  When the … More Braving the Underground

Welcome 2017

New Year’s Eve is a strange one for me.  For the most part it is a big celebration, a reason to be proud.  I’ve got through another year, I’ve survived, I’m still alive and hanging in there.  But that happy jubilant mood is always accompanied by a slight nervous fear, a niggle at the back … More Welcome 2017

Christmas With PH

`I love Christmas.  It is magical.  For one week of the year, the world becomes brighter, sparklier, shinier, louder.  It is a chance to take a break from normal life, to get excited like a child, and be surrounded by love.  But it is also exhausting!  Thus, the way I celebrate has had to change … More Christmas With PH